Not a great writer. Not the wisest man either. I'm a polish student studying photography in London.
Do you sometimes open Word or start writing a post and write loads of text, just to delete it right after creating it? I do. Don't know why. But this time I have a feeling I would like to share my thoughts or just write about my day - to have a kind of a diary. What's even more - and it's not just a feeling - I am sure my language skills will get better. Actually, this is one of the reasons why I've decided to set up this blog.
I should be packing now, tomorrow I'm leaving my hometown, and the day after I'm flying back to England.
No, actually packing is not my problem at all, there is some other thing. Why don't I feel sad, why don't I feel sentimental? I'm usually sentimental as hell, and now, the only thing I can feel is.. nothing? It may sound like I'm some cruel creature but I'm not. I'll miss my family and friends so much but the thing is I don't feel like I belong here as much as I used to. My life has changed, so have I. How about England? I miss it a bit but it's also not a place where I belong. So.. where do I belong? I guess I'm stuck somewhere in between. Funny, cause I'm not gonna live in England my whole life, I'm coming back to Poland neither. Maybe I should just get used to "not settled down" mode, cause to be honest.. it's not that bad (now).
2 tunes for today -
Backroom#8
Homecoming
